Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Okay so I am back at this blog stuff again lets see it has been a long time since I talked about what is going on with me. The first thing I think about when I think about what is going in with me is my daughters. Fabi is now 3 and Larissa will be 2 in Feb. I finally did find a job working for a healthcare company that totally sucked. I can say it was probably the worst job I ever had. They let me go or fired me whichever sounds better after 6 months. To tell you the truth I hated that job so much that I honestly was relieved in a way. I used to drag myself up the stairs everyday to punch in my timesheet and I would be dreading it. My supervisor was a bitch and she didn't like to have to do her job that is answer any questions she just wanted to sit at her desk and look at her computer screen.
The whole losing my job thing happened almost a year ago and I still haven't found anything. I have been staying home with the girls and let me tell you it is a job that gets no respect. Javier told me that I need to consider staying at home my full time job until I get one and I was like I already do. The only thing is, it is a full time job that never ends. When he has done his eight hours I am still on the clock. It is a continuous job that goes on and on from day to day. I really don't mind it because I am taking care of the girls and making sure things are done around the house. Its just that it can become tiring because you reallly just don't get a break. Now just as I stated in my previous posts I am no Mrs.Cleaver. I am trying to keep up the house better but it is daily struggle especially with the two tornadoes that we have destroying the house.
In previous posts I mentioned my friend Alfredo but I haven't talked to him in a long time. I think I lost his number or it is mixed in with all my other paperwork. He was really cool to talk to because he had been married before and understood what it was all about. I wish I had not lost contact with him. I talked to Gray the other night and he is hilarious as ever he has been married for I think 10 years now so he can give me some good advice too from time to time.
I am desperately seeking friends that I make on my own. I don't want to just have friends with Javier or be close with his close girlfriends. Been there done that don't want to do it again. I don't like making friends who already have an inside scoop on my life so to speak or have already had the opportunity to form an opinion about me. I like to be able to be private about some issues and it takes a lot for me to gain someone's trust enough to really let down my guard. Oh well I am going now because it is getting late and Fabi woke up about 45 min ago and she is not going to bed anytime soon.
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The whole losing my job thing happened almost a year ago and I still haven't found anything. I have been staying home with the girls and let me tell you it is a job that gets no respect. Javier told me that I need to consider staying at home my full time job until I get one and I was like I already do. The only thing is, it is a full time job that never ends. When he has done his eight hours I am still on the clock. It is a continuous job that goes on and on from day to day. I really don't mind it because I am taking care of the girls and making sure things are done around the house. Its just that it can become tiring because you reallly just don't get a break. Now just as I stated in my previous posts I am no Mrs.Cleaver. I am trying to keep up the house better but it is daily struggle especially with the two tornadoes that we have destroying the house.
In previous posts I mentioned my friend Alfredo but I haven't talked to him in a long time. I think I lost his number or it is mixed in with all my other paperwork. He was really cool to talk to because he had been married before and understood what it was all about. I wish I had not lost contact with him. I talked to Gray the other night and he is hilarious as ever he has been married for I think 10 years now so he can give me some good advice too from time to time.
I am desperately seeking friends that I make on my own. I don't want to just have friends with Javier or be close with his close girlfriends. Been there done that don't want to do it again. I don't like making friends who already have an inside scoop on my life so to speak or have already had the opportunity to form an opinion about me. I like to be able to be private about some issues and it takes a lot for me to gain someone's trust enough to really let down my guard. Oh well I am going now because it is getting late and Fabi woke up about 45 min ago and she is not going to bed anytime soon.
